Sunday, June 26, 2011
Meeting Someone You Never Met
Sometimes, I end up missing someone I haven't even met in my real life. I know it sounds very psycho, but I do. I have a list of people I haven't met that I really miss sometimes, and If I don't miss them then I end up meeting them in my dreams ;
There's this person called A, I have gotten to know her during a very difficult time of my life via the sweet sweet internet. I disclosed to her the things I have never disclosed to anyone in my life. And I know for a fact that it was not just that I felt safe writing all that to her behind a screen but it is this sort of connection that just happened naturally, like it does when you know someone forever.. So, there are many times when I wish I could meet this person, and till now I've met her twice in my dreams :P
Then there's H, I loved her style of blogging and then we started exchanging emails about our common love (read : books).. so the other day when I was at a bookstore I ended up thinking about her..and kind of missing her. Weird, much?
I met many other people in my dreams that I haven't met in my real life..I never forget about those dreams.
I used to wish for dreams about my best friend afrah, because I missed her so much and when they did I would wake up smiling. I know it's kinda weird, but I feel happy that at least I've met them in my dreams...It becomes very easy to enjoy the dream if i can have a face with that person's name but well nevertheless its a different experience all the time.
It's not always rosy and flowery though, I end up even dreaming about people I hate and when I wake up, I wake up mad.. Thankfully, these dreams are less compared to the ones about meeting the people I like.